I’m getting really sick of occupying a physical form.
And what a good birthday it was :)
I literally hate my birthday I have no idea but for some reason my anxiety just sky rockets WITHOUT FAIL on my birthday and I walk around like a crazy person all day
I just feel seperate and different from other people, I just can’t relate to others and it’s sad because
I don’t know why I can’t go Out and enjoy everything like everyone else instead of worrying about
everything that’s wrong with The world
and It’s so lonely.
I think my family believes that I’m trying to be cool or saying this to get them riled up, or just flat out lying when I say rats and mice don’t bother me.
I have seen mice when I worked at the mall and have gladly walked across sewer vents where feral rats live and I have never been freaked out by it,
I actually think white rats are adorable and ugh I just want one as a pet so bad so it can climb on my shoulder and cuddle with me.
During the countdown of the last 5 minutes of highschool, everyone was crying and when the timer was up I literally the first person out the door like SEEEYAAAAAAH
My friends already graduated last year and the year before so, it’s all good
The more people post on the massart class of 2017 group the less I like being in it it just blows up my notifications every five seconds. Everyone’s posting pictures of their art work and its like, i don’t know it just makes me super uncomfortable.
Everything just needs to go the fuck away.
OH MY GOD IM SO TIRED AND I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHY AND I STILL HAVE TO WORKOUT
I know it’s super lame but I have this secret obsession with the idea of my boyfriend and I cosplaying Renton and eureka from eureka 7 and it would be so perf because its our favorite anime of all time
Wicked lame, judge me.